Thank you CADS for reminding me about the joy of dance. My head’s so filled with realism that I forget to dream and believe about what it felt like to dance.
There were many times during the show that I felt so jealous seeing so many dancers happy, most especially the ones I’ve seen grow so much, on the stage sharing their passion to the world. I always rethink it during the show. In the end after holding back my tears, finally admitted to myself, “I know where I’m happy. It’s there on the stage dancing my heart away.”
I wish the world didn’t have to be the way it is. With all its complications that make dreams so hard to reach. But that’s why they are there. No dream is fulfilled in the easiest means, and to earn them too easily reduced the dream to nothing. I can’t promise anyone or myself that I will be dancing again, but at least I can savor in the fact that it’s a home I know I can go back to, once my priorities have been met, and when my life becomes less complicated as it is now. Or I may never get back into it anymore, once I’m old and too unconditioned to perform physically. Still, life presses.
Nonetheless, Thank you again CADs.
I believe.
I choose to be happy.
